a first write in english...

Once upon a time I’ve thought there would be nothing left to say or feel or even think about. But now I truly know that today we had the final talk about it!
Although, I just feel a little pity, because I know that when the day comes I will be forced to say loud and clear “I TOLD YOU SO, BUT YOU DIDN’T HEARD ME”. 

To say what you don’t feel,
Or just feel and don’t say,
Makes your words get empty!
Empty feelings,
Empty words,
Cold signs and cold life!
If you ask if I lived,
I would answer the truth!
I hadn’t... I had just swallowed some air...
To live is hard, it’s tough and it hurts...
So
Let’s just pass throw life not living!
The hell I would! I want to live and enjoy it!
I will make this not my dream, but my target!
And why? 
Because dreams are only that, and targets... We struggle and fight to make them get truth!!